If I'd known that all I had to do was write you a letter...Baby, I would have P O Boxed you a long time ago.
I love how you just waltzed into my life as if you hadn't been solicited! You jut came in and spread your wholesome self all over the place. No introductions, no explanation for previous absence, no apologies, no small talk. No not you Love... I know now that it is because you were always there , much like the sun, the moon and red on Coca-Cola. Just because I did not see you...
Its like mist lifting at the first kiss of sunlight to reveal clear blue skies that were always there . You just float there patiently waiting for us to be ready to receive you. My my my...if only I'd known that you wanted me to learn so many lessons I would not have resented your absence. After all none appreciates freedom like a freed slave.
Oh you wanted me to fall in love with me first, to learn how to express myself, how to dry my own tears and pick myself up from ground zero. How to love my solitude and have deep conversations with myself. To celebrate myself and become my own inspiration. Yeses! You wanted me to be strong and confident and ready for you! Damn love, you wanted me to build a firm career, convince the bank to give me a house, change motor oil and eat a candlelit dinner by my bad self! What grace you have for me!
Ya no Love ... " O mphetile 10-0" ( You beat me 10 -0) .
There I was thinking you forgot me but all you wanted was for me to become whole so that my happiness wouldn't depend on someone else.
You are the master Love and I adore your entourage : kindness, faith, ,hope, joy, peace of mind, patience and humility. You really are all the Corinthians say you are!
Thank you Love, for coming my way. I promise I'll take care of you!
My cup runeth over!
Yours in eternal gratitude
Mashadi
Love at my finger tips! |
For the prequel please see Dear Love , this is where I live ( 11 November 2015,scroll down)