It's not you, it's me

There is no easy way to this.  I've been seeing someone else.  I fell in love and I just could not contain myself.  So , for months now , behind your back  I've been involved in a love affair.   Taking every chance that I could to be in that space.  To nestle in the warm embrace,  to retreat and dream about this whole new world.   I'm quite  certain you  felt , my  daze.

It's not you, it's me.  I love  you;  I'm just not in love with you anymore.   I gave you the best day of my life  and my figure too. There's no point in holding on to something that no longer serves either one of us.  I know you feel this too. I'm not hurting your feelings am I? Sorry  sugar but its time  for me to move on.

Its not you, its me.    When you found me I was a child . In essence you  made me.   You groomed me, taught me everything , made me a  cute bad ass; I wouldn't be me if you were not you.  And look at me now, grown up and sure enough to leave you with ease.  Its not you, its me.

Its not you,its me. I will love you always.  And in some ways I will always be yours. And without doubt I'll come back to you every once in a while  because  I know who I am . You are my root and I love you but there's plenty more for me out there.  Set me free. 

Its not you , it's me.  Let me devour this new love,  Let me explore and  exploit it,  We will create a story  more  magical and  more prolific because of what you sowed in me. Wish me well.  My wings are spread out wide. 

It's not you, it's me,  Dear  Polokwane I 've moved to Pretoria.